want to scream

I’m upset.

My grandpa keeps hanging on, but he’s unresponsive and just suffering at this point.

He can’t eat or drink so he’s just suffering.

I hate it.

I hate that he is just lingering.

I’m ready for God to take him.

This is terrible.

I’m trying to be calm, but I’m not.

I have to go to the store to pick up a picture for the funeral home to eventually use, and I am not in the mood. At all.

I just want to take meds and curl into a ball. Probably not the healthiest reaction, but I’m over it.

My head is screaming.

AAAAAAAAACCCCCCKKKKK!

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