Tomorrow is a blank day…

I don’t have anything scheduled for tomorrow… I really don’t know what to do with myself. I mean, there are plenty of projects that need my attention so I don’t really have the luxury of doing nothing, but I am kind of overwhelmed by the mess of my bedroom and don’t know where to start. … Continue reading Tomorrow is a blank day…

Trying to be okay

I am on the struggle bus today. My hair is terrible because our hot water heater has been down for a couple of days, (the guys are here now replacing it). I have been trying to keep it together for my mom and my stepdad because they are stressed out and it’s hard on them … Continue reading Trying to be okay

I’m unclear…

…as to what my purpose is. Not in an, “I don’t belong here anymore” kind of way, just in an “existential crisis” kind of way. I honestly have no idea what God or the universe has planned for me. It’s getting old. I’m getting old. For real. I have friends that have grandkids. I don’t … Continue reading I’m unclear…

Migraine day

Because there hasn’t been enough fun lately, let’s add a migraine!!! Yay! The best thing I can say about it is that I don’t have anything really to do today outside of the house. I wanted to get some laundry done, but I can work on that tomorrow if I have to. I am just … Continue reading Migraine day

Home now.

Mom is… okay. She is also home and sleeping now. I don’t know. I just feel fried. I was so worried. Her CT scan and labs came back normal and her blood pressure went down some so they let us go home. I was kind of super freaking out when she asked me where she … Continue reading Home now.

So scared!

My mom’s blood pressure is really high, and it was while she was napping, so we, (my stepdad and I), are taking her to the emergency room. I’m so worried about her. It scares me every time we have to do this. I can’t lose my mom. Anyway, that’s my afternoon. If you could spare … Continue reading So scared!

Oh my!

I was going to spend the night at my friend’s house since it is quite a drive to get there and I don’t have an appointment again until tomorrow afternoon, but I realized I left my meds at home by mistake. Oops! Sooooo… I helped my friend take their dog to the veterinarian and then … Continue reading Oh my!