Starting over…

This is a meme from Facebook, but it seems especially relevant to me and several people in my life right now. I need to figure out what I am going to do with myself. I’m thinking about doing something else with my life than what I had planned for the last ten years. I thought …

Guess what?

I did a load of laundry today! Haha. I also got a Covid test that came back negative, so I’m pretty happy about that. I went to the grocery store and grabbed a few things. Since then, I’ve pretty much done nothing. Anxiety is still at about a 10 and I’m struggling to get it …

So stressed…

I’m so stressed I’m stress eating. This is from the other day, but I ate a large strawberry frosty from Wendy’s. Seriously. Now, the thing was amazing, but that’s kind of not the point. I’m trying to lose weight, not gain it. Stress eating is not my best look. I just can’t cope with trying …

Absolutely nothing

I have done literally nothing today. I tried to take a nap, but I couldn’t relax enough to make it happen. I tried to watch some things on Netflix, but I can’t keep my brain from wandering far and wide and keeping me distracted. I took my anxiety med and it has helped exactly zero. …

Maybe something today?

I can’t tell yet if I’m in a artsy kind of mood. I might be. I also may just be tired and in a sleepy kind of mood. Or maybe I am in a closet organizing kind of mood. I should do that. I don’t know. I am totally fried. I need to do something …

Nightmares

Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I am not really okay. There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking. Last night I had a really strange nightmare. I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off …

I am scared

I may have been exposed to Covid and I feel a little funky. I’m scared that I might be coming down with it. I scheduled a test for five days from exposure, but I am worried. I don’t want to get anyone in my house sick, and I’m scared to tell them I might have …

My closet is a mess!

After I replaced the lightbulbs, I decided to start tackling the shelves in my closet. I literally organized one and half shelf and got overwhelmed. I mean, it’s a start, and I’m not sad about it, but it’s ridiculous. I threw out half a bag of trash just from those two shelves. I even found …

Accomplished something already!

I fixed the light bulbs in my closet! Yay! I’ve only been wanting/meaning to do that for two weeks. I feel better already. I also feel exhausted because my brain was on overdrive last night, but it’s okay. I got something done! I really want to organize the closet today. I don’t know how far …

Had a good day…

Helped a friend get an identity card and her birth certificate today. We also went to lunch and I had a fabulous Greek salad. I think I helped my friend have a decent day too. I got a shower as well, so that’s a plus. I need to spend tomorrow focusing on a few small …