Fence

I'm sitting on the fence today on whether I want to be productive, or whether I just want to wallow in this miserable mood I find myself in. There are definitely things I should be doing. I kind of don't want to. I know I will feel better if I do them. I really kind …

Nightmares

I had nightmares last night and woke up hysterical. It took me a solid hour to calm down. I am not really a fan. I can't tell you all that I dreamed about at this point, thankfully I have forgotten most of it, I just know they were bad and scared me. I hate when …

Sleepy 💤

I'm exhausted. While I got reasonable sleep last night, I'm still kind of running on a sleep deficit and I'm not sure if I'm getting a migraine or not, so I'm just flat out miserable. It's adding to the mix to make me extra anxious, (my jaw actually hurts from how much I'm clenching it), …

Woozy 🥴

I feel like I'm spinning. I don't really know why. I just don't feel well. My head kind of hurts and my stomach is upset. I'm supposed to have therapy today, but honestly I don't think I can make it. I feel very guilty. I'm trying to work out in my head how I can …

Turnover

My little car, (NOT an actual picture), does not like the extreme cold we are getting right now. It barely turns over. I did get it to start this morning, and I'm letting it run for a while, but I think something is wrong with a battery connection or something because it died last year …

Snowball!

It's been snowing all day. There's easily four inches on the ground and it's the good kind of "packing" snow. If I had the right kind of snow gear, I'd go build a snowman. Unfortunately, I'm pretty sure he'd get buried under the additional 4-6 inches we are supposed to get later on. Weather events …

Edmund

https://youtu.be/9vST6hVRj2A Today is the anniversary of the sinking of the Edmund Fitzgerald in Lake Superior. It sank in 1975 and the entire crew of 29 men were lost. It was a big deal in Michigan and remembrance services are still held at Whitefish Point, (the area near where she sank), off the coast of the …

Quiet…

I've been quiet for a couple of days which I know is not the best idea for a blogger. My great-aunt passed away and it made me miss my grandma even more than usual. Tomorrow also would have been one of my best friend's 60th birthday. He died, for those who don't know, of a …

Reminder…

Quote: Don't give up on the person you are becoming. I needed this.

Pieces

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall... Feeling like that proverbial egg this morning. Actually, I've been feeling like him a lot lately. ...And all the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put Humpty together again. I just can't seem to get my crap in gear. I am super worried about trying to get …