Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I am not really okay. There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking. Last night I had a really strange nightmare. I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off … Continue reading Nightmares
Category: psychiatric
I am scared
I may have been exposed to Covid and I feel a little funky. I’m scared that I might be coming down with it. I scheduled a test for five days from exposure, but I am worried. I don’t want to get anyone in my house sick, and I’m scared to tell them I might have … Continue reading I am scared
My closet is a mess!
After I replaced the lightbulbs, I decided to start tackling the shelves in my closet. I literally organized one and half shelf and got overwhelmed. I mean, it’s a start, and I’m not sad about it, but it’s ridiculous. I threw out half a bag of trash just from those two shelves. I even found … Continue reading My closet is a mess!
Accomplished something already!
I fixed the light bulbs in my closet! Yay! I’ve only been wanting/meaning to do that for two weeks. I feel better already. I also feel exhausted because my brain was on overdrive last night, but it’s okay. I got something done! I really want to organize the closet today. I don’t know how far … Continue reading Accomplished something already!
Had a good day…
Helped a friend get an identity card and her birth certificate today. We also went to lunch and I had a fabulous Greek salad. I think I helped my friend have a decent day too. I got a shower as well, so that’s a plus. I need to spend tomorrow focusing on a few small … Continue reading Had a good day…
Anxiety is a…
I’m anxious. I don’t know why. I kind of still, or again, have a headache and maybe that’s not helping. I am just kind of struggling tonight. My friends are struggling too so it’s not really fair to vent to them. I just kind of want to calm my brain down enough to sleep. I … Continue reading Anxiety is a…
Finally see dietican today…
I haven’t seen her for a week and a half and I’ve only seen her once since getting out of the hospital due to scheduling conflicts. It’s been kind of a rough period for me and I didn’t see my therapist last week either which was kind of a problem in retrospect. So… I am … Continue reading Finally see dietican today…
Improved my day.
I did end up going to see Top Gun tonight. No spoilers, but it was fun and silly and I’m glad I went. I went to the cheap theatre, which is probably not really the cheapest since it’s like a half hour away, but their popcorn is $2 and their water bottles are a $1 … Continue reading Improved my day.
Overwhelmed by myself…
I need heavy machinery to dig out the mess I’ve made in my room. For real. Every time I get it a little cleaner, it is a mess again. I don’t even know where to start. I’m so overwhelmed. I don’t really feel well today. I’m totally exhausted for some reason, but I feel so … Continue reading Overwhelmed by myself…
Maybe I’m doing nothing today…
My head hurts a little still from the migraine I had last night, and my stomach is definitely not recovered, so I might just be resting today. It’s supposed to be 90° and if you couldn’t tell by reading other posts on my blog, I don’t do heat. I really should be trying to clean … Continue reading Maybe I’m doing nothing today…