Dinner

I feel like garbage, but I have barely eaten today and apparently if I want to eat dinner it’s take out night. My parents want Chinese, (which anyone from outside the US would not recognize as authentically Asian cuisine), and I guess I’m going along for the ride. The Chinese restaurant closest to us is …

Thought I could make it…

…without having to take something for nausea or pain today. I guess one out of two isn’t so bad. I just gave up and took something for nausea because I went to the post office and the bank and I thought I was going to lose my breakfast in my car. At least I’m not …

Just not having it

Yesterday, before I fell asleep, I had been awake for something like 35 hours. It wasn’t because I was manic. It was because I had spent the entirety of the previous night in the emergency room. I was so tired it was just hard to get to sleep. I don’t know if that makes sense …

Scribbles

What daily habit do you do that improves your quality of life? Honestly, in the morning before I check Facebook, before I read through my emails, before I really do anything else on my phone in the morning, I come here. Sometimes I answer the daily prompt first, like I am now, or other times …

Crying 😭

https://youtu.be/IZ3XMOdOdKM?si=Fo8I9FC1Od3Sq5eJ When I tell you I feel a song, holy bananas Batman! I read the lyrics to this song before I heard it, (I was in the hospital and I didn’t want to blare Miley), but now that I’ve heard it I can’t stop crying. I love it. Listen to it. That is all.

Idalia

I’ve been watching The Weather Channel this morning and it’s been heartbreaking. I think that this storm probably won’t be as bad as Ian, but it’s still going to be bad. People will lose their homes and have extensive damage. Some people may have lost their lives. I hate hurricane season. I watch them because …

Freak out!

What was the last thing you searched for online? Why were you looking for it? I spent last night in the emergency room again because I was running a fever. I never run fevers. Ever. It’s probably been twenty years since I had one. Having just been released from the hospital with pancreatitis, I realized …

Another adventure…

https://youtu.be/REryc1TpeY8?si=Pb4jCCwPZpBUza4j I spiked a fever today. So fun! It was high enough that it reached where my primary care said I had to go into the emergency room. I watched it go up all day and finally realized I had to come into the emergency room. Ugh. I’ve been here too many times to count …

So I cancelled…

I absolutely need to go to the dentist and it’s such a pain to get an appointment, but I just couldn’t imagine sitting there with my mouth open for an hour tomorrow with this nausea. I just couldn’t. I didn’t think it would be fun for anyone. I couldn’t reschedule of course because they are …

Nausea stinks

I feel like I’m riding a roller coaster and my stomach just dropped out from underneath me… Except it’s felt like that for weeks. I’m kind of over it. I’m super grateful that the accompanying pain is gone though. That was dreadful and it’s finally abated so that is something to cheer for. I just …