Yaaaaaaayyyyy!

I’m getting out of the hospital very soon! Within just a couple of hours! I’m so happy! I can’t wait! I feel like a new person. I have been feeling terrible for so long, and I finally feel better! Even one of the nurses who took care of me on this floor on an earlier …

IVs and CTs, and Labs, Oh My!

I had to get another ct scan this morning. I am exhausted and tired of being in the hospital. I really just want the pain and nausea to stop. My ct scan shows gastritis. Woo hoo. That is not really a problem worthy of a hospital stay, or worthy of my symptoms I don’t think, …

I look crazy…

My ct scan came back normal. I am apparently not sick. Or I am, but my body doesn’t want to cooperate right now. I don’t know. Either way, I look crazy. I hate that word but I’m sure someone is applying it to me right now. I hate this. I was convinced they would find …

It gets worse…

Got most of my labs back. As far as I can tell there is nothing wrong with me. I mean, I’m in pain and I don’t know why, but my blood work definitely doesn’t explain it so for all intents and purposes I must not be sick. It must be in my head. I mean, …

I got a week

So I got out of the hospital a week ago last Monday with my last bout of pancreatitis. I basically got to be a week pain free. I say that because tonight I’m in wicked pain again. I don’t know why. I don’t know what I did or what I ate or what reason my …

Virtual everything

I am in a funk. I didn’t make it to church this morning either. I completely slept through my alarm and slept until 1:15 PM. Oops. I can still watch church online, and I plan to, but I did both my dietican and therapy online this week too because I didn’t feel up to going …

19 hours

I slept for 19 hours and I still feel kinda gross. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I went and got my labs done Thursday and they were back to normal so it isn’t that. I just feel… worn down and my stomach feels topsy turvy. Just upside down. I’m not a fan. I …

I should have stayed asleep

I woke up at 8:30 this morning and I should have made myself go back to sleep. I feel awful. I took my anti nausea med, but it doesn’t seem to be helping much. I haven’t actually vomited yet, but it feels like an inevitability this morning… Ugh. I hate being sick. I hate the …

Some good news…

My psych renewed my prescription for the antidepressant that’s really been helping me out. I wasn’t sure if she would because I don’t see her until a week after it would have run out and she initially had said it was only for the one month to “get me through the holidays.” I called and …

Maybe home today?

I’m not feeling “recovered,” but I am feeling “a little better,” so maybe I can talk the doctor into letting me go today. I really want my bed. I don’t know what good staying in the hospital will do and I don’t know what good going home will do either… I feel like I’m in …