It’s 4:30 a.m., and yet again, I’m still awake. I kind of give up on a regular sleep schedule. It’s just all kinds of messed up. I don’t really know how to fix it. I’m just irritated with myself. I took my meds at 10:30. They make me tired, but not sleepy enough. I am … Continue reading Sleep is hard
https://youtu.be/oYCoyUxY2HY This song has been rolling around my head all day, and I really like this version. That’s all. Enjoy!
https://youtu.be/NT0HcAr9aeI I love this song too! I sang it to my grandpa when he was in hospice. I didn’t get to pick the hymns at his funeral, or it would have been included there as well. It just always gets me.
https://youtu.be/vx6mfAgHDsY I know I didn’t go today, but I watched online, and the worship team, (this is not a video of them, but of another group), did this song today. They’ve done it several other times, but today it was fire. I personally think I need to record my church’s worship team to put on … Continue reading Music from Church
Today was my oldest friend’s daughter’s graduation party. I should have been there. I was worried about the crowd, but I mean, I planned on being there. I wasn’t going to not go because of it. I would do almost anything for this friend. I am mortified that I couldn’t be there for this party. … Continue reading Big fail
I feel awful. I’m so dehydrated. I’m not positive what’s wrong, but I’ve been struggling with things running straight through me for a month really. I think it’s been ever since I started the new med. It actually had improved a little for about a week, but then we increased the dose. Literally, I was … Continue reading Here AGAIN
I just want to stay in bed. I watched church online today because it’s hot outside, (church is outside right now), and because I couldn’t make myself get up and out of bed. I am dreading this graduation party I have to go to later today. I’m thrilled for my friend’s daughter who is very … Continue reading So sad today
I feel like I’m in a fog. I’m not certain I’m enjoying the bump in my meds. I couldn’t get to sleep again last night, I had to run to the bathroom like four or five times in the middle of the night after I ate, and after I finally fell asleep, I woke up … Continue reading Groggy and headachy
So I took the new dose of the new(er) med. It’s almost 4am and I’m still awake. I’m tired, but not sleeping. My brain is buzzing. I’m also starving for some reason. Which sucks. That could be the med or it could be that I didn’t eat enough during the day. I thought I did, … Continue reading Time keeps on slipping
I saw my psych prescriber this morning. We decided to increase the dose of the newer (to me) one. I really hope this helps knock me out at night. I’m over being awake for hours and staring at my phone. I’m over feeling restless and agitated. So… hopefully it helps. She’s worried about side effects, … Continue reading More meds