If you are someone who posts memes like this, just know that I am screaming at my screen when I see them. Is it possible for there to be a more invalidating meme for someone who lives with anxiety? Really? Aside from the obvious dismissal of someone's mental health status, this kind of crap is … Continue reading Tripe


Today is the 30th. Duh. I have been operating like it was the 29th all day. Somehow I lost a day. I hate when I do that. I guess I've been sleeping a lot, but this is kind of out of control. Wow. Weird. Oh well. I guess it's the 30th and tomorrow is December. … Continue reading Day


Being inpatient at a psychiatric teaching hospital can feel a bit like being an animal in a Zoo. Residents, medical students, and student nurses all come through to learn how to treat patients with psychiatric considerations. For the most part, as a patient you have the right to privacy and to ask that you not … Continue reading Patients


The Sandman visited and he hasn't left yet. I am so tired. I'm also antsy and anxious so I'm up. I sort a large part of yesterday, so it made sleeping last night a little more challenging. I still slept better than I have the last few nights, but I was more anxious. I still … Continue reading Groggy


This was my mess a few days ago. It's significantly worse now. I would start laundry now, but there's a load of clean stuff in the dryer and I just don't have the energy to put it away right now. The floor is covered in dirty stuff so it's not like I can just take … Continue reading Laundry…