Hallobummer

I used to paint a pumpkin teal every year and do the teal pumpkin project for food allergy awareness. I would put together baggies of non food treats like glow necklaces, stickers, etc and pass them out all night. I didn’t do that this year and it made Halloween kind of suck. I just wasn’t …

Headache from hades

Migraines have to come straight out of hell. I have no other explanation for their existence. I woke up feeling a little off, but by noon my head was exploding. I can’t really take the typical migraine medication because I got serotonin syndrome when it mixed with my psych meds. That was scary. So I …

It’s Halloween so…

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Watching my Sparties now…

I know I couldn’t really watch yesterday because I was so anxious, but now that I know they won, I can watch it and enjoy it. How silly is that? It’s kind of dumb. I’m pretty happy about this game though. It was a good game. Both teams played really hard. I like to give …

So much school!

I was inspired by the Ragtag daily post word “procrastinate” this morning. I took an incomplete for the class I was in, but that means I still have basically half of the class to complete this month. I have been totally putting it off because everything has been happening and I have not been in …

How to irritate me

Okay. So. Long story. I called for DBT coaching because I was supposed to check in for accountability reasons. It did not go well. The person that was on call is someone I know from another iteration of that person’s life. I don’t hold anything against this person for that, but it makes things super …

Okay, so I didn’t really watch, but…

Sparty won! Barely! The University of Michigan played a good game though. For sure. I was keeping an eye on the score and it was a lot of back and forth. Scary! I can’t believe my team is 8-0! Anyway, that is my excitement for the day. I also made a lasagna for dinner at …

Turns out I can’t watch

It turns out my anxiety is so high I can’t tolerate football today. It’s making me so nervous. It doesn’t help that my team is playing like crap. I am going to watch something on Disney+ I think. Something for kids that doesn’t stress me out. Sigh. I am just fried. I can’t handle it. …

Rivalry Day!

It’s the Michigan State vs. University of Michigan football game day! I have a hard time watching this game because I tend to freak out. I want Michigan State to win so badly. Both teams are ranked in the top ten and so it’s a really big game. We’ll see how I do. I have …

So freaking stressed

I am melting. Like the witch in the wizard of oz. I came to a friends house to kind of get away and get some rest, but she isn’t feeling well herself emotionally and I ended up having to help her instead of just focus on surviving myself. Sometimes helping others is a great way …