So tired of being afraid

I’m so tired of being afraid of covid. I definitely don’t want it. It would probably make me really sick. I need to get my booster, but I’m uncomfortable being in a crowded place to get it. I don’t know. I have been in my house pretty much solidly for weeks and now I don’t …

I’m finally caving

I am having a ridiculously hard time having any energy and I’m finding myself sleeping through entire days. I finally decided it was time to do a sleep study. I’m not thrilled about it. I don’t really want a stupid cpap machine. I mean, here’s the thing: I’m sure I will feel better somehow. It’s …

So tired of this!

I’ve been sick for over a week. It’s not covid or the flu, it’s just some stupid virus like a cold. A bad cold. I have been laid out in my bed for the entire week with whatever this is. I’m just exhausted. I feel like I got hit by a truck. It sucks. I’m …

It’s everywhere!!!

Apparently covid is literally everywhere now. My county is testing over 30% positive in people tested. It’s ridiculous. I’m hiding. Whatever this bug that I have right now is horrible and I can’t imagine dealing with covid. I don’t want to see people. I just want to curl up and recover from this. When I …

Missed me again!

I’m definitely sick, but not with covid. Whatever. Still wearing a mask and moving appointments around. I am starting to feel a tiny bit better and hopefully I will be all better in a few days. In the meantime, I’m just resting and trying to recover. I really didn’t think this was covid because I …

Trying to juggle

I don’t look this cute doing it, I promise. I am trying to juggle a zillion things right now. I need to spend time with some friends. I need to help my cousin in any way that she will let me. I apparently have to have my room clean by Friday night to keep my …

Dodged another bullet!

My cousin is sick, but doesn’t have covid. That means I don’t have covid. I mean, I’m not sick, but still. I really didn’t want it. So yeah. Good news for me! (And her). I am a little frustrated that I made my therapy appointment virtual today, but it was probably good since I am …

Yay! No covid for me!

Thank God I do not have covid. I am concerned for my friend who has it, although she says it isn’t too terrible so far, so hopefully it stays that way for her. Given that this Christmas is going to be low key and laid back anyway, I really didn’t want to deal with having …

Tick tock, tick tock…

I went and got a covid test this morning. They said it would be 12-24 hours before I would get the results. I hate waiting. I don’t feel terrible or anything, but I am a little fatigued and slightly congested. I don’t really want to find out I have covid, but I need to protect …

What you don’t want to hear…

So on an undisclosed day recently that happened to be my birthday, my friend texted me to tell me she had covid. Of course I am horrified and concerned for her. I’m also concerned for me since I went to breakfast with her three days before that. I had to cancel my appointments the next …