Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I am not really okay. There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking. Last night I had a really strange nightmare. I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off … Continue reading Nightmares

I am scared

I may have been exposed to Covid and I feel a little funky. I’m scared that I might be coming down with it. I scheduled a test for five days from exposure, but I am worried. I don’t want to get anyone in my house sick, and I’m scared to tell them I might have … Continue reading I am scared

Anxiety is a…

I’m anxious. I don’t know why. I kind of still, or again, have a headache and maybe that’s not helping. I am just kind of struggling tonight. My friends are struggling too so it’s not really fair to vent to them. I just kind of want to calm my brain down enough to sleep. I … Continue reading Anxiety is a…


I painted my nails and toes blue today! The yellow I had on them was chipping and I kind of wanted blue. I wanted a more sky blue color, but I didn’t have it, so this was as close as I could get. It’s an old OPI color. I made a total mess of my … Continue reading Blue!