I'm sitting on the fence today on whether I want to be productive, or whether I just want to wallow in this miserable mood I find myself in. There are definitely things I should be doing. I kind of don't want to. I know I will feel better if I do them. I really kind … Continue reading Fence


I had nightmares last night and woke up hysterical. It took me a solid hour to calm down. I am not really a fan. I can't tell you all that I dreamed about at this point, thankfully I have forgotten most of it, I just know they were bad and scared me. I hate when … Continue reading Nightmares


My little car, (NOT an actual picture), does not like the extreme cold we are getting right now. It barely turns over. I did get it to start this morning, and I'm letting it run for a while, but I think something is wrong with a battery connection or something because it died last year … Continue reading Turnover


It's been snowing all day. There's easily four inches on the ground and it's the good kind of "packing" snow. If I had the right kind of snow gear, I'd go build a snowman. Unfortunately, I'm pretty sure he'd get buried under the additional 4-6 inches we are supposed to get later on. Weather events … Continue reading Snowball!


Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall... Feeling like that proverbial egg this morning. Actually, I've been feeling like him a lot lately. ...And all the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put Humpty together again. I just can't seem to get my crap in gear. I am super worried about trying to get … Continue reading Pieces


I have to be honest. I talk a good game, but I have no idea if I'm ready to go back to work. The closer the reality of that gets, the more I'm like... nah. I can't do that. I'm not really worried about school. Maybe because it's far enough away. Work though... woah. I … Continue reading Uncertain


It's fall and there are leaves everywhere! I saw a meme about how trees drop their leaves and go through cycles of rebirth and so do we and I thought it was poetic. My case manager has me set for graduation from case management sometime in the spring and I hope I'm ready. I'm really … Continue reading Leaves!