I feel like I'm doing pretty well on my goals. I got the bathroom straightened up and my case management appointment went really well. I am less irritable and less "stormy" than I was this morning now that I've been out and about, so that has helped. The headache I had earlier seems to have … Continue reading Midday: 11/20
A Christmas tree I drew a while back a promised to post. I've been feeling Christmasy lately. Had to add a homemade glitter star because I am all about glitter!
Bipolar Depression makes me feel like I'm in toxic Sludge. It's hard to get thoughts out clearly, and it's even harder to keep moving throughout my day. It's mentally and physically exhausting. Any child of the 80's (or earlier) will get this reference: For anyone who doesn't, they are stuck in the swamp of sadness … Continue reading Wasteland
TW: mention of self harm Scars There wasn't anything Particular about her scars, Invisible as they were they didn't set her apart, No remarkable glaring angry white lines on her arms, just the hidden silent ones on her heart. Old art by me.
My goals today are pretty simple, but nonetheless important: Straighten up bathroom before afternoon. Go to case management appointment. Maintain a watchfulness over irritability today because I think that is going to be a player. Try to keep this headache at the level it's at and not let it get worse. I was going to … Continue reading Goals: 11/20
My idea for the banner things turned out exactly like I had envisioned in my head. The little one was really surprised when she came home from the store and the while house was decorated. Her mother and I decorated everything in the span of an hour or so. It was hectic, but totally worth … Continue reading Party!!
I feel as though I'm walking around in this dim sort of light. The sun has faded and yet I can still make my way around well enough to accomplish the things that I need to for the most part. There are stressful things happening in my life right now, grandpa is sick for example, … Continue reading Dusk
I have to really focus on this birthday party today. Pretty much 100% of my energy is going there. There will be a lot of time to practice mindfulness and staying in the moment today. My cousin has a list of goals for the morning, and I have a list and I'm not sure they … Continue reading Goals: 11/19
I am beat. I chased a 9 month old for an hour or so and seriously, it wore me out. Granted, I got crap for sleep last night and I've been running all day but still. This is why I am not having children. Holy cow. Her almost-three-year-old sister also contributed to my fatigue. Goodness. … Continue reading Exhausted
I managed to get nearly everything done off of my list today! Yay! Snowflakes are cute (even if they are going to baptize everyone in glitter), I did the soup, I went to the store (on a Saturday) and got what I needed, I ate lunch, I even charged and wiped an old iPad for … Continue reading Accomplished: 11/18