Beginning

This requires a TW: SUICIDE This is also LONG. I realized I have yet to tell my "diagnosis story" with any kind of detail. Here goes. I think I really started showing symptoms by age 11 or 12. I can remember crying at night with my Mom for no reason. I blamed family members, I … Continue reading Beginning

Tomorrow is a blank day…

I don’t have anything scheduled for tomorrow… I really don’t know what to do with myself. I mean, there are plenty of projects that need my attention so I don’t really have the luxury of doing nothing, but I am kind of overwhelmed by the mess of my bedroom and don’t know where to start. … Continue reading Tomorrow is a blank day…

I’m unclear…

…as to what my purpose is. Not in an, “I don’t belong here anymore” kind of way, just in an “existential crisis” kind of way. I honestly have no idea what God or the universe has planned for me. It’s getting old. I’m getting old. For real. I have friends that have grandkids. I don’t … Continue reading I’m unclear…

Me and my Dad…

You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike? I am a huge fan of the Great American Road Trip. This might be a two hour adventure to grandma’s house or across the country, but I’m here for it either way. When I was twelve, my Dad moved to California while I … Continue reading Me and my Dad…

Migraine day

Because there hasn’t been enough fun lately, let’s add a migraine!!! Yay! The best thing I can say about it is that I don’t have anything really to do today outside of the house. I wanted to get some laundry done, but I can work on that tomorrow if I have to. I am just … Continue reading Migraine day