This requires a TW: SUICIDE This is also LONG. I realized I have yet to tell my "diagnosis story" with any kind of detail. Here goes. I think I really started showing symptoms by age 11 or 12. I can remember crying at night with my Mom for no reason. I blamed family members, I … Continue reading Beginning

I’ve sunk

I have been treading water since I got sick two weeks ago (regular readers may have noticed my lack of posts). I have been trying to keep my head up and do the things I need to do. I haven’t been though. I made it to two appointments that I couldn’t really cancel and other … Continue reading I’ve sunk

When history repeats itself….

Back in the ER and waiting for a room this time. My pancreas is not cooperating. Fun fun! I feel icky. I just want to nap. I don’t feel well. I did get into graduate school though! Yay! I’m pretty stoked about that. Just gotta get over this nasty stuff. Photo by me.

I seriously cannot

I am at the darn zoo otherwise known as the emergency room waiting room. I’ve been here for five hours. I think it’s going to be another hour. It’s absolutely ridiculous. There is a young woman here with three boys all under the age of four. She is totally outmanned. It’s taken security, other sick … Continue reading I seriously cannot