So overwhelmed

I have so many things to do and so many directions to go in, I am just simply overwhelmed. I don’t know if I am coming or going. I need to clean my room. I am trying to help my friend who is being evicted. I’m trying to stay social. I am trying to be …

Stability is fragile

I realized that part of the reason I’m so upset about my friend getting evicted, besides the obvious, is that I’m not in the most stable of situations myself. I mean, so if something happens to my parents, I am essentially homeless. Not a good feeling. So yeah. I think I might start putting my …

Messed up

My friend is getting evicted from her apartment. Let me tell you why this is crap. Did she technically violate the terms of her lease? Absolutely. The thing is, she doesn’t always understand things and she doesn’t always know what’s going on with people. So, did she knowingly violate her lease? I mean, probably not. …

Meltdown on isle 6

I am working on a total emotional meltdown tonight. Not sure exactly why. I mean, I had a really nice time with my cousin and her girls this weekend. It was fun and I feel like I got quality time with all three of them. My cousin’s grandma was also lovely and very kind. I …

I once was a Girl Scout…

I didn’t really learn much in the Girl Scouts besides how to sell cookies, but I was one. My Dad however, was a Boy Scout for a very long portion of his life and I’ve watched him build fires a number of times. That came in handy last night when my cousin and I got …

Sidetracked…

I called the nurse at my doctor’s office for advice on my blood pressure because it’s not been cooperating. I’ve been dizzy and feeling strange for a while. I thought it was okay, but it got bad again. I discovered that my blood pressure was dropping like 20 pts when I stand up. Apparently that’s …

Not packing.

I have at least done some laundry towards packing for this trip this weekend, but I am not actually placing things in a bag like I should be. It’s kind of ridiculous. I have no time on Friday to accomplish this task, so I pretty much have to get it done today and tomorrow. You’d …

Not numb, just scared

I have no idea what I want to be when I “grow up.” I’m having a mid life crisis. I just feel lost. I thought I wanted to be a social worker or counselor, but I think that is too close to home or just something that I couldn’t do well so I don’t think …

Laundry day!

Woo-hoo! It’s my favorite day! Just kidding. I’m washing stuff so I can go up north this weekend to my cousin’s grandma’s 90th birthday party. Mostly, I’m going because my cousin’s husband is staying behind to take care of the puppy, (and I think he doesn’t want to go), and my cousin needs another adult …

Okay for real though…

This is an image of my head. This weather is doing all kinds of stupid things to it. I am beyond tired of the migraine situation. I called and moved my neurology appointment to the further away office just to get it closer by a month. It’s still in December. Yay me. The receptionist did …