I can’t sleep because I keep waking up in tremendous pain. This sucks. I’m really trying to not let it get to my mood, but it’s very difficult. It’s especially challenging because I have so many things that I need to do and the pain is really distracting. I did get my paper started last … Continue reading Waking up in pain
Very literally I scrubbed the toilet and took out the trash in the bathroom. I also did a load of laundry. Considering how much my shoulder hurts, that’s about all I could do, but it made me feel better about that space. It’s like a little achievement, but it meant a lot. I’ve been staring … Continue reading I cleaned something!
Shoulder pain is no joke. I have some kind of calcific tendinopathy of my shoulder. Apparently it’s this thing that can come on spontaneously and WOW does it hurt. I went to the ER on Monday morning because I couldn’t take the pain and they diagnosed it with an x-ray. It was a good learning … Continue reading Let me tell you…
I woke up today full of plans. I was going to clean the bathroom and do some self care. Instead, I went back to sleep for seven hours. When I woke up this evening, I realized I had slept on my right side really uncomfortably and done something awful to my shoulder and arm. It’s … Continue reading Having a day…
I have a appointment today that was originally supposed to be in person. My doctor apparently is uncomfortable with the fact that I’m not feeling well. Forgive me for laughing. I just got a negative covid test. I am unsure what I’m supposed to do about my ears killing me through a video visit. Whatever. … Continue reading Doctor’s appointment today
I’m so tired of being tired. I don’t know what’s wrong. I keep running this really low grade temp and just feeling gross. The headaches finally went away, but I just don’t feel well. I scheduled another covid test for tomorrow because I did sit in an ER with my friend for three days waiting … Continue reading Tired of tired
It’s orientation day! I’m kind of, (or a lot), freaked out. First, I hate zoom. Second, I read through the agenda, but I’m still not really sure what to expect. I am glad that it’s all in one day instead of some drawn out three day thing like the program I was in last year. … Continue reading Wish me luck!!!
I feel like crap. Based on what my friends have said about breakthrough covid infections, I’m starting to be concerned. At least one of my vaccinated friends said that she basically just had a wicked headache for a bunch of days. She wouldn’t have known if she hasn’t gotten tested. In any case, I cannot … Continue reading Two day migraine
I sort of “casually” went to the emergency room today. Before you judge me, hear me out. I couldn’t get an appointment with my doctor for a solid week and I went to the immediate care place associated with my health system and they would not help with my issue. So… the only way to … Continue reading Stupid emergency room
I’ve been spending most of my time in bed since I got out of the hospital a month ago. I talked to my therapist and she and I agreed that it was mostly due to depression even through it’s not the way depression usually presents in me. This week, things spun out though because I … Continue reading Wild week