Nightmares

Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I am not really okay. There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking. Last night I had a really strange nightmare. I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off … Continue reading Nightmares

I am scared

I may have been exposed to Covid and I feel a little funky. I’m scared that I might be coming down with it. I scheduled a test for five days from exposure, but I am worried. I don’t want to get anyone in my house sick, and I’m scared to tell them I might have … Continue reading I am scared

Anxiety is a…

I’m anxious. I don’t know why. I kind of still, or again, have a headache and maybe that’s not helping. I am just kind of struggling tonight. My friends are struggling too so it’s not really fair to vent to them. I just kind of want to calm my brain down enough to sleep. I … Continue reading Anxiety is a…

Blue!

I painted my nails and toes blue today! The yellow I had on them was chipping and I kind of wanted blue. I wanted a more sky blue color, but I didn’t have it, so this was as close as I could get. It’s an old OPI color. I made a total mess of my … Continue reading Blue!

Too hot!

My church meets outside in the summer and today is just too hot for me to attend. I am sad about it, but I’m not going to go and overheat. I’m assuming that next week, because it’s supposed to be so hot, they will move it inside to the air conditioning. Then I can go. … Continue reading Too hot!

I can’t stop

Trigger warning ⚠️ eating disorder ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I ate some cherries at 4:30 this morning. They stayed down and I did okay with them. I counted them as my breakfast. I ate a Greek salad for lunch at 1:30 p.m. and I was a little less okay with that because of the feta on it, but … Continue reading I can’t stop