I feel so blank lately. I'm unable to create. I just can't produce art or write a poem or really do anything creative. It's so frustrating. I know it's because I've been in a depressive slump. It's pretty easy to understand why I guess. Usually though, even when I'm depressed, I can create something. I … Continue reading Uninspired…


I'm growing impatient with the "recovery" process. I think it's just today. I honestly think it's because I've been cooped up in the house for essentially a week and because I am frustrated with the direction therapy is going. I think it's probably temporary... That said, right now I'm ready to go find some dumb … Continue reading Froggy


I was relieved that I didn't have to go to therapy today. I know that sounds bad. Here's the thing though: My therapist never called me back about the drama that unfolded after last week’s therapy session, and I just don't want to deal with it. Yes, avoidance is my thing. I'm irritated that she … Continue reading Relieved


I am trying. I'm trying to find things to do. I'm trying to stay busy or nap or watch Netflix. I am. The thing is, my mood is kind of affected by this weather. How could it not be? Last night we got an emergency alert to our phones from the energy company via the … Continue reading Affected


Just in case you didn't know, there's a place in Michigan named "Hell." (There's also a place named "Paradise" and one named "Christmas" amongst others, so we are pretty creative around here). Regardless, it's officially frozen over. Just an update.


It's official. I have cabin fever. I haven't been further than six blocks since Saturday. Literally EVERYTHING is closed. Things are already closing for tomorrow. I had to cancel my therapy appointment because I am pretty sure my car isn't going to start. I'm going to guess that the battery is dead from the cold. … Continue reading AGGGGGGGHHH