Snowmageddon!!!!

Apparently we are going to get more than half a foot of snow or more. I’m kind of excited about getting new snow. I won’t lie. Weather events generally make me anxious/excited. It’s supposed to hit Wednesday and Thursday. Hopefully, it is cleared out by Friday because I have appointments that I want to be …

Worried.

My Dad and Stepmom both have Covid. My Dad passed out and fell on his face and now he has very little sensation in his arms and hands. My stepmom says he can’t even push the call button to call his nurse. I’m trying to be calm about it, but I’m pretty upset. They are …

Feeling frustrated today

I don’t have covid, but something has been wrong for two or three months. I am so tired. All the time. I don’t have mono and my labs so far look relatively normal. So I don’t know. I’m just exhausted. I am so tired of being exhausted. I can’t figure it out. I really need …

I don’t have Covid!!!

I tested negative today. I’m so happy. I was pretty worried about it actually. I didn’t have any symptoms, but I was definitely exposed, so it was a possibility. I am so glad. At least I don’t have to quarantine anymore. I kind of don’t want to go anywhere now though. I’m seriously over all …

No symptoms yet…

I might escape it. I mean, I am not expecting to, but I might. I am feeling okay though. I get tested tomorrow morning so we’ll see. I should get my results tomorrow sometime later in the day. I am very tired of quarantine. Very. Hopefully, I don’t have to hide for another five days …

Covid watch # 986…

I was exposed to covid over the weekend. Again. Except this time it was a pretty solid exposure. So… I’m dutifully waiting the five days post exposure in solitary confinement waiting until I can get tested to verify whether I’m positive or not. Thankfully, I don’t feel ill, but that doesn’t really mean anything with …

So tired of being afraid

I’m so tired of being afraid of covid. I definitely don’t want it. It would probably make me really sick. I need to get my booster, but I’m uncomfortable being in a crowded place to get it. I don’t know. I have been in my house pretty much solidly for weeks and now I don’t …

I’m finally caving

I am having a ridiculously hard time having any energy and I’m finding myself sleeping through entire days. I finally decided it was time to do a sleep study. I’m not thrilled about it. I don’t really want a stupid cpap machine. I mean, here’s the thing: I’m sure I will feel better somehow. It’s …

Exhausted? Depressed? Just recovering?

I haven’t been posting because I’ve been sleeping. Literally. All. The. Time. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been in recovery mode from the crud I had, or if I am depressed somehow, (I don’t feel depressed though), or if I am just plain exhausted from the last couple of months, but whatever it …

So tired of this!

I’ve been sick for over a week. It’s not covid or the flu, it’s just some stupid virus like a cold. A bad cold. I have been laid out in my bed for the entire week with whatever this is. I’m just exhausted. I feel like I got hit by a truck. It sucks. I’m …