Scrub scrub scrub…

When all else fails, pray and clean. None of my other skills were really helping me out today, so I distracted myself by cleaning. I got a lot done. I changed the sheets, washed some CRUSTY dishes, wiped down the table and counter tops, swept the floor, did a load of laundry, made the bed, …

Making it complicated…

I have two people in my life who have excellent reasons for not wanting to go in and seek medical treatment for their scary stuff. I also have two people in my life who are sick. This makes for one very stressed out me. I’m working so hard on accepting their decisions and praying for …

Mom is sick…

...and now everything might as well be on fire. My best friend is sick. My mom is sick. I am toast. I just want to shrivel up. I’m like soooooooo burnt out. I would have much rather it had been me that got sick than them. This is so lame. I’m angry and upset and …

What me worry?

I don’t know how many of you will get this reference. Whatever. I read MAD magazine religiously as a kid. LOVED it. Also, I digress. I worry. All the time I worry. I can’t stop worrying. I freak out about my mom not feeling well. I freak out about my friends struggling with their health. …

Swirling lower down…

I just feel like my mood is sinking further down than it was earlier this week. I just want to curl up and sleep for days. I hate depression. It’s miserable. I just... I don’t know. I’m sure it will get better. But in the mean time, I feel like crap. Image from Pexels.

State of things…

I’m sad. I starting to think this is the beginning of a depressive episode brought on by being quarantined for so long. I feel miserable. I am so tired. Not sick like fatigued, just weary and not enough sleep tired. I have been trying to be everything and it hasn’t been enough. What’s stupid is …

Chicken noodle soup…

I am making home made chicken noodle soup today for Valentine’s Day. It’s pretty fun to make because the end result is so yummy! I don’t have a recipe, so I kind of just chop things up and dump them in. Thankfully, my parents had gone shopping for the ingredients for me since I’m still …

When it rains…

Seriously. My friend is still battling COVID, which means I’m still in quarantine with her. The dog, (her dog), is sick. He requires medication as of recently, and now his blood sugar appears to be out of whack. Something we can’t get checked out until the quarantine is over. Today, (in an issue more important …

The wayback machine…

This is a dangerous area on Facebook. It’s like walking into a time machine. I have not posted the most fun things in the past 14 years that I’ve been on fb. Just some gems from this date alone: “I’m tired.” “I’ll be sleeping in today.” “Go Green!” And my personal favorite, “is remember when …

No bake cookies…

I made no-bake cookies today with the typical ingredients- sugar, butter, peanut butter, oatmeal, vanilla, cocoa powder- they turned out okay. My friend has a gluten intolerance and is fighting covid so she didn’t want a birthday cake. She decided on these instead. I should have used the second recipe on the page that calls …