Pancreatitis is crap.

I am not a fan. I am so tired of my body trying to eat itself. It freaking hurts and makes me feel like crap. I’m trying to keep my mood stable, I am, but I am starting to sink. I finished my treatment plan with my therapist and I am glad we did that, …

Guess what???

Guess who was in the emergency room again? This girl! Yay! I was in so much pain it was not funny and my pancreatic enzymes were pretty high (for me), so…. Five hours of waiting later…. I got some pain meds, nausea meds, and fluids through an iv and I feel loads better. I am …

Guess what???

Guess who was in the emergency room again? This girl! Yay! I was in so much pain it was not funny and my pancreatic enzymes were pretty high (for me), so…. Five hours of waiting later…. I got some pain meds, nausea meds, and fluids through an iv and I feel loads better. I am …

I am having drama

I am not feeling well. I know I just had pancreatitis and I am probably still dealing with it, but I am frustrated and impatient. I hate feeling gross and not being myself. My mood is all over the place. My sleep is messed up. I’m in pain. I’m trying to keep things as regulated …

Coffee at midnight

Okay, so in what was not the smartest move I’ve ever made, I drank two cups of coffee after midnight. In my defense, my friend was having a weird seeming-to-be allergic reaction to something and so I am concerned enough to want to stay awake in their room and keep an eye on them. I …

Having an interesting day

Okay, so first I put on a pair of jeans that are literally the same size as my other pair of jeans that fit perfectly and they kept trying to fall off all day. I had a bunch of near-disasters in public that would have been hilarious had they not been so terrifying… Then, I …

Seriously, AGAIN?!

Sooo…. I just got out of the hospital. Again. For pancreatitis. Again. Seriously. I have no idea why this keeps happening, but I am not a fan. The painkillers mess with my mood. Being sick messes with my mood. The whole thing kind of pisses me off if I’m honest. I survived, but I’m still …

Symptoms

This week is making a wrong turn. I can’t tell for sure, (because I never can until it’s really bad), but it feels like I might be getting pancreatitis again. I super hate it. I don’t know what sets it off. It would explain why my mood has gotten a little weird over the last …

Freaking out today

I am having a hard day. As stated earlier, nothing was really going through way I planned it to, and it didn’t really improve. I tried to pick up my meds at the pharmacy that I called them about on Friday and they weren’t ready. They hadn’t even ordered them so they didn’t have them …

When my day doesn’t go as planned…

…things can start to feel overwhelming. I have to run some errands and grab some things for my household and figure out some other stuff so I’m feeling a little pressured. I told my friend I would help them out this morning, but they are having a rough start to the day and their day …