Tired of tired

I’m so tired of being tired. I don’t know what’s wrong. I keep running this really low grade temp and just feeling gross. The headaches finally went away, but I just don’t feel well. I scheduled another covid test for tomorrow because I did sit in an ER with my friend for three days waiting …

Getting sucked in

I’ve been on hurricane watch all day. I feel so bad for people who live on the gulf coast. It totally sucks that it is happening on the anniversary of Katrina as well. I can’t even imagine having lived through that storm and now facing this one. Yikes. I feel kind of guilty watching The …

Feels like freedom

Okay. So. I am on lunch break from orientation and I just have to say that so far, this is the most amazing thing I have ever experienced in my academic career. I have never ever felt like I “belonged” in a place like I do here. I am a person of faith and I …

Wish me luck!!!

It’s orientation day! I’m kind of, (or a lot), freaked out. First, I hate zoom. Second, I read through the agenda, but I’m still not really sure what to expect. I am glad that it’s all in one day instead of some drawn out three day thing like the program I was in last year. …

Two day migraine

I feel like crap. Based on what my friends have said about breakthrough covid infections, I’m starting to be concerned. At least one of my vaccinated friends said that she basically just had a wicked headache for a bunch of days. She wouldn’t have known if she hasn’t gotten tested. In any case, I cannot …

Med review today

I see my psych soon and I have things I really need to discuss with her. First on the list is changing my prescriptions from weekly pickups back to regular monthly pickups. Four or five months ago when I was not well, I guess it made sense, although I would never hurt myself with something …

Accomplishing things slowly

It sort of feels like there are million things in my way right now, but I’m slowly getting across them. I helped my mom pay for my school today. That was a huge deal. I was worried that I wasn’t going to be able to go. I mean, she paid, but I helped her navigate …

Stupid emergency room

I sort of “casually” went to the emergency room today. Before you judge me, hear me out. I couldn’t get an appointment with my doctor for a solid week and I went to the immediate care place associated with my health system and they would not help with my issue. So… the only way to …

Goals for tomorrow…

I mostly didn’t do anything today. Actually, I really didn’t do anything today. So… I have to make a list of things to do tomorrow so that I actually accomplish something. I need to shower. I need to get my ear checked out if it still hurts tomorrow. I need to do at least two …

Wild week

I’ve been spending most of my time in bed since I got out of the hospital a month ago. I talked to my therapist and she and I agreed that it was mostly due to depression even through it’s not the way depression usually presents in me. This week, things spun out though because I …