Whew! I kept it clean!

My parents have been gone for a week and it’s usually hard for me to keep the house clean. Thankfully, this time I managed to not create a disaster so I was able to just do a few things and return the house back to normal. That’s good, because I am tired. I don’t know …

Sad for people…

My parents are on vacation for my stepdad’s birthday. My mom, as usual, was very sick and anxious before they left, and my stepdad almost canceled the trip. Mom called me last night, now that they’ve made the first leg of their journey, and was sick and anxious again. She didn’t think she could go …

My mom is okay!!

My mom went to the emergency room last night because she thought something might be wrong with her heart. Thankfully, she went through all of the testing snd she is okay. I am so grateful! I was very worried. I am still worried about my friend who continues to be ill, but I can’t really …

I feel fried.

I’m so tired that I ate dinner and it trashed my stomach. That happens to me when I am too tired and/or upset. I helped clean at my grandparents’ house again today, and again, it wiped me out. My friend wanted to see me, and I initially told her I’d come, but my stomach is …

So stressed I’m sick

I’ve had this stupid headache all week. It is worse at times and abates at others, but I can’t get it to really go away. I am pretty sure it’s stress related. I really haven’t given myself a break this week, and if people had their way, I wouldn’t get one. I really need one. …

My heart is full

I got a nap today and now I am sitting with my cousins and their little ones. My heart is overflowing. I’m so happy to have them back in town. I was such an idiot when they were here before that I didn’t see them as much as I should. I won’t make that mistake …

Playing today!

Playing with my two favorite girls today and their mother, (dad is working). I think we are going to clean and finish painting a bedroom. Ironic since I haven’t finished cleaning mine, but whatever. I’m not trying to paint mine. I am very excited to play. It’s good for my soul that they are back …

Rainy day today

I drove all the way to therapy without my glasses. Like an idiot. I didn’t realize I had forgotten them until I was almost there, so I guess I didn’t miss them that much. It’s just raining really hard today. It’s sort of congruent with my mood. I don’t feel the best today. I don’t …

I did an oops

I hadn’t smoked a cigarette in like a year (I’ve just been vaping). My cousin is back, which is always my kryptonite, and I immediately bum off her and start smoking cigarettes. Let me tell you, at the time, it was amazing. I am an addict and I love them. I woke up this morning …

Whacky dreams…

I had some screwy dreams last night that I think woke me up. I’m pretty sure they came about because I FaceTimed my nieces last night and they were being super silly. One of them is six and full of it, while the other is four and also full of it. The six year old …