My closet is a mess!

After I replaced the lightbulbs, I decided to start tackling the shelves in my closet. I literally organized one and half shelf and got overwhelmed. I mean, it’s a start, and I’m not sad about it, but it’s ridiculous. I threw out half a bag of trash just from those two shelves. I even found …

Unscheduled Father’s Day stop…

I had to take my stepdad to urgent care for a bit earlier. He was washing dishes and sliced his finger on a knife that he forgot he put in the sink. It was kind of bleeding everywhere, as fingers do, and it was a nasty little cut that mom and I weren’t sure didn’t …

Too hot!

My church meets outside in the summer and today is just too hot for me to attend. I am sad about it, but I’m not going to go and overheat. I’m assuming that next week, because it’s supposed to be so hot, they will move it inside to the air conditioning. Then I can go. …

I can’t stop

Trigger warning ⚠️ eating disorder ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I ate some cherries at 4:30 this morning. They stayed down and I did okay with them. I counted them as my breakfast. I ate a Greek salad for lunch at 1:30 p.m. and I was a little less okay with that because of the feta on it, but …

Maybe today will be better?

I am hoping for a better day today. I have a few things I need to take care of. I need to clean off my bed, (and put the stuff somewhere), so that I can change the sheets. I probably will put most of the crap back on the bed when I’m done because I …

Useless day

I decided. I feel like crap. I don’t know what to do with myself. I just feel gross. I need to clean my space and I need to take a shower. Neither of those things is probably happening today. I just feel unmotivated and not okay. I can’t go anywhere and do anything because of …

Super hate when…

…one of my parents is sick. My Dad was in the hospital last night with a fast heart beat. He’s okay and home now, thank goodness, but I just get anxious and upset when one of them is ill. I really really hate it. My Dad has had a rough road since he had Covid …

Church in the summertime

My church meets outside in the summer. It’s okay when it’s a nice day and not too hot. It’s kind of a picnic atmosphere and everyone brings their own chairs and blankets and just hangs out. It is a nice relaxed atmosphere. I really like it… I mean unless it’s super hot. My cousin came …

Bang! Bang! Bang!

There is no refuge in my house from the sound of my stepdad working on the deck. It is so loud. I am getting another migraine and would really like to take a nap. No dice. I am getting frustrated. I know he loves his projects, so I’m trying to be supportive. I’m just tired …

‘Tis the season?

Everyone around me is experiencing depression/anxiety. I feel so bad for them. Just weeks ago that was me too. I try to help by listening and being there, but I worry it’s not enough. Even my mom is struggling. It’s so hard. I just want everyone to be okay. Sigh. Image from Pexels.