I did laundry…

…and put it away! Woo-hoo! I am getting better at this. It’s so hard to break these established patterns and habits that I have. I also struggle with organization in general because it is so hard for me to keep up with it. My therapist and I have talked about the need for me to …

I have windows!

My room is sufficiently clean, (but not finished), to allow parents into it so my stepdad came up and worked on my windows! I now have two windows that open and close. They opened before, but they didn’t close so I was afraid to open them. It will be nice when the weather takes a …

Down to my toes…

What’s the trait you value most about yourself? The trait I most value about myself is how I care for my loved ones and others around me. It’s a core value of mine to do that. I love caring for people. It fills my heart with joy and I mean, hopefully I’m helping the people …

Mountain

I have this mountain of laundry to do. It’s not as bad as it could be. It’s just bad. A lot of it is a giant blanket and some towels. I’m just not thrilled that I have to do it. It needs to be sorted then washed and then put away. I have a pile …

Therapy Friday!

Today I had a headache so my therapist and I met virtually. I’m so glad that is an option now. It may be the only good thing to have come out of the pandemic. Anyway, I met with her and I didn’t think I really had anything to talk with her about, but as usual, …

If only

List three jobs you'd consider pursuing if money didn't matter. 1) My first job at 16 was working in a flower shop. I didn’t really get to the point where I was allowed to do much designing, but I think if I could learn the art of that and work in a flower shop, I …

Grocery store!

I dragged myself to the supermarket because my mom asked me to go. She didn’t want my stepdad to have to go today and I didn’t want him to have to go either. I just didn’t want to go myself. Ha! I went. Reluctantly, but I didn’t tell my parents that. I am not the …

Cloudy day

It’s drizzly and cloudy and I am tired. I was at the emergency room until 2:30 AM this morning. My head does feel better thankfully, but I couldn’t get right to sleep when I got home, so I’m just kind of sleepy. I don’t know how much I’ll be here today. I might try to …

Here I go again…

…to the emergency room. Yay! I hate it here. It’s packed. The back left side of my head hurts so much. I have never had a migraine there before. I don’t know what to think. I just know it hurts. I told the triage nurse I wasn’t here for pain meds because they always seem …

Now I know why…

…I was so tired. I have a stupid stupid migraine! I’m so mad. I took some Tylenol earlier, but it didn’t touch my headache, and it even got worse so I knew I was in trouble. Now I’m queasy and in so much pain I feel like I got hit in the head with a …