I hate how I can be in a house with people in it and still feel alone.
Even in the same room with another person actually.
I mean, so here’s the deal:
My mom sleeps all of the time. At least during the day, so I don’t really get to see her. She has wicked insomnia at night so her sleep pattern is all messed up and whatever.
Anyway, she sleeps a lot. I don’t really get to interact with her much is the point.
My stepdad is a great guy, but he’s usually reading or doing some project around the house, and he barely notices me, so I might as well not exist.
When I go to visit my friend, they sleep more than they are awake, so I’m pretty much left to my own devices there too.
I’m just lonely.
I hate it.
I’m an only child and I’m used to being alone a lot, but this is starting to feel ridiculous.
Just a vent.
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