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How many panic attacks can you have in one day?
I think I’m going for some kind of record, or I’m just having one continuous one… not sure.
This completely sucks.
I would use stronger language, but I try not to on my blog, so just use your imagination…
I am completely over this crap. Like completely.
My suicidal ideation comes straight out of my anxiety and depression, (duh), but mostly out of my anxious feelings and I can’t make them stop.
I seriously don’t know that I don’t need to be hospitalized to have my meds adjusted at this point. I have such crappy reactions to meds that I’m uncomfortable switching them outside of the hospital, especially when I’m this unstable, and I’m experiencing this much ideation.
The justification of everyone it seems, for keeping me out of the hospital is that I say things that are foreword looking.
I feel trapped.
I was going to work on homework today, but I’m completely frozen. I just want to eat dinner and go to bed.
Sigh. This is crap.
Old original art by me.