So weak!

I feel like a little fawn who is just starting to learn to stand up. My legs are so shaky. I was in that hospital bed for like nine days and didn’t move for another two when I got home because I just slept. I am trying to go downstairs to the kitchen more to … Continue reading So weak!

Not quite what I had imagined for myself…

Here’s me with my feeding tube. How fun is that?! Spoiler alert: it’s not. It is feeding me without me getting terribly sick though and so for that I don’t mind. I really don’t care. It’s fine. I can’t stay like this forever I guess, but I mean, if it keeps the pain away… I’m … Continue reading Not quite what I had imagined for myself…

Having a blast!

I’m locked up here again in this hospital- you guessed it: pancreatitis. I’m starting to feel like Rapunzel and her life with the witch in the tall lonely tower. I have been in and out if this hospital more times than I can count this fall. It’s absolutely ridiculous! Anyway, they want me to drink … Continue reading Having a blast!