Ugh to side effects!

Okay. So the side effects of this new antidepressant are not so much fun. I feel like I’m starving all of the time. Like literally all I want to do is eat. I am not a fan. Hopefully, that goes away soon, otherwise I’m going to have to stock my fridge with celery sticks. Seriously … Continue reading Ugh to side effects!

New meds and trying

My psych added a new antidepressant to my cocktail of meds yesterday. I am hopeful that the med will help lift me up out of the constant state of low level depression I seem to be in. It’s kind of like I’m under water but I can see the surface and just can’t break through. … Continue reading New meds and trying

My week is full!

I have so many things to do this week! I am volunteering again today. I am not thrilled about it, but I keep saying I’ll be there. I am trying to make myself stay motivated. It’s okay. It’s good for me. I need to be responsible. I am running a couple of errands today. It’s … Continue reading My week is full!

I should art

I really should draw or paint or something today. I don’t know what that would be, I just think I should. Maybe I should write a poem. I don’t know. I’m feeling the need to create. At the same time, I’m feeling dull and sad. I had therapy today, which I mean, was helpful in … Continue reading I should art

Busy day of fun

Sarcasm. I have to go to the podiatrist today… again. I see my dietician today… again. I like her though. She’s super nice. I feel like I should see her every week, but my insurance doesn’t cover her and I can’t afford to, so I kind of can’t. I have to do it biweekly. I … Continue reading Busy day of fun

I am depressed

This is what it looks like. I’m literally too embarrassed to show pictures of my floor. I am feeling defeated and like this depression is endless. It’s been going on for so long. It’s the middle of summer and I don’t feel better. I don’t know why. We had to discontinue the newer med that … Continue reading I am depressed