Clock

...tick...tock... Time is moving so slowly. Friday needs to just get here. I have a DBT assessment on Friday and I am feeling all kinds of terrified, curious, frustrated, extorted, and anxious.  I mostly am just anxious though. I hate that it is on Friday. Every hour is passing like dripping molasses off of a … Continue reading Clock

Control

So my current trust issues are based in fear. Duh.  The fear is: not having control over my own life.  I said in Calmer that I don't trust. That's wrong. There are a handful of people I trust. I just want to be in control. There is a rather large difference.  I feel like I've lost so much … Continue reading Control