Freaked.

Met with psych. She added another antipsychotic.

Yay.

I do so well with those. I’m worried about akathisia. Like worried.

I’m also worried about blinding headaches and gaining a zillion more pounds.

She said it was “short term.”

She’s also making me pick up my meds weekly from the pharmacy for safety reasons.

That’s allegedly only for a little while too.

I see her again in two weeks to see how things are going with the new med.

Not anxious at all.

Maybe it won’t do anything. That would also be terrible. I need it to help or I’m going to be in deep trouble.

Ugh.

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