At the doctor

I look awesome because I need a shower. I totally should have done that before I got here, but I couldn’t wake up in time and then I might have still been able to, but I just couldn’t make myself. Soooo…. Pony tail and new clothes and deodorant and a prayer that I don’t stink …

Kitty went to the vet…

…finally. I rescheduled her appointment three times and had a breakdown before this appointment, but we got there. She had to have her three year rabies vaccine. She doesn’t really go outside, ever, except on to the deck, but she does occasionally catch mice in the house so it seemed prudent to get the vaccine. …

So I saw the doctor…

… or rather the Physician’s Assistant at my doctor’s office, (but he’s pretty cool so it’s fine). He noted that my pancreatic enzymes are a little high today, but not “hospital” high, so that’s a win. I just feel like poo. He was going to write for more pain meds, but I have some of …

Still awake…

…and I’m not loving it. I am trying to shut my stupid brain off. It’s going in dark circles. Also, for some reason it thinks I need to be up creating art for some reason. I don’t have a clear idea on what I want to create, so I haven’t gone into the other room …

More adventures in the ER…

Not me this time! My mom was in the emergency room again last night due to her blood pressure. I think they have sort of figured it out, but it was ridiculous. They tried to treat her headache as well and gave her the typical “migraine cocktail” at this particular hospital which includes an anti …

Ugh! I’m just not having it!

I had a great session with my therapist, which was awesome because I needed to have one. I need another one already. I saw my psych and that went fine really. I couldn’t really get across what I needed to say, but it was okay and she didn’t really mess with anything and I guess …

Some good news…

My psych renewed my prescription for the antidepressant that’s really been helping me out. I wasn’t sure if she would because I don’t see her until a week after it would have run out and she initially had said it was only for the one month to “get me through the holidays.” I called and …

Guess where I have been ALL DAY?

Check it out peeps! I was supposed to go see my pancreatic specialist today. Instead, my dumb butt went to the lab to get my pancreatic enzymes checked because my side hurt so much and SURE ENOUGH, I have pancreatitis. So…golly gee. Instead of a fun little road-trip, I have been in this emergency room …

Got some stuff done…

I took a bunch of trash out of my room and bathroom today, (not sure where it all came from!). I also got a couple of loads of laundry done. I played a trivia game online for a while and caught up with some friends. I think I did a pretty good job! I am …

Kinda feeling nervous

I met with my therapist today and I am not sure how it went. I talked to her about how things were better since the last med adjustment and how I was able to set a boundary with my friend. We both agreed that those were positives. We also talked about the holidays and how …