Too hot!

My church meets outside in the summer and today is just too hot for me to attend. I am sad about it, but I’m not going to go and overheat. I’m assuming that next week, because it’s supposed to be so hot, they will move it inside to the air conditioning. Then I can go. … Continue reading Too hot!

My psych appointment

No, the rooms don’t really look like this. Anyway, my psych decided that my issues are “therapy” issues and decided not to change my meds. I guess I don’t know how I feel about that. She also suggested that maybe I need to change my living arrangements. I about had a heart attack. Like, I … Continue reading My psych appointment

I was right…

I’m swimming in anxiety. I have a day and a half to do this. Ugh. I have no idea how I’m going to manage. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not sure my psych can do anything about how I’ve been feeling anyway, and anything she does do, (if she does something), will take a bit … Continue reading I was right…

Two days….

I have two days until I see my psych. I have no idea what she will want to do, if anything, to my meds. Last time was a total and complete disaster. Maybe I should ask her to leave them alone, and just work on my issues in therapy, but I’m not sure if it’s … Continue reading Two days….

The nurse called

Yay! Good thing I was awake! My psych is returning me to the old med I was on, (which wasn’t super effective, but didn’t make me suicidal), and I can go back and see her next week. So that’s promising. I’m going to be a better advocate for myself next week and tell her that … Continue reading The nurse called

Ramble ramble…

I’m feeling better from the med, but I’m still having a hard time. I mean, obviously things weren’t all roses or she wouldn’t have decided to change up my meds. I just want to feel like myself again. This room is honestly disgusting. There isn’t food laying about or anything, (and honestly, no judgement if … Continue reading Ramble ramble…