Overwhelmed by myself…

I need heavy machinery to dig out the mess I’ve made in my room.

For real.

Every time I get it a little cleaner, it is a mess again.

I don’t even know where to start.

I’m so overwhelmed.

I don’t really feel well today. I’m totally exhausted for some reason, but I feel so guilty about leaving my space like it is.

I hate it.

I am like a hoarder. It’s so bad.

Anyway, I just need to organize and throw away things.

I should probably start in my closet, but that needs a light bulb. So it’s kind of like, “If You Give a Mouse a Cookie.” It just keeps going.

Anyway, currently sitting in the shade on the deck trying to relax. It’s nice with the birds singing.

Mostly, I wish my headache would go away.

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