Need to find my motivation…

My motivation seems to be about as lacking as the rain has been over the past couple weeks. I guess part of it is that I don’t feel 100% and also that it is, as I’ve said, so darn hot. Just sizzling out there. It just sucks my energy dry as soon as I step … Continue reading Need to find my motivation…

All of them…

What jobs have you had? Honestly, I have had so many different occupations in my lifetime. Bartender was my favorite, not so much for the serving of alcohol, but for the community and meeting people of all walks of life. I’ve worked customer service in a zillion different kinds of ways from a literal sense … Continue reading All of them…

Woo hoo!

Yay for self care! I got in the shower and I shaved my legs! If you don’t do that, let me tell you what happens when you don’t keep up on that even a little bit. It becomes a huge chore. Like an extra twenty minutes in the shower kind of chore. I thought I … Continue reading Woo hoo!

Angry and sad

I am not in the hospital right now, but that doesn’t mean I couldn’t be there tomorrow. I have no idea what sets off these pancreatic attacks and why I keep ending up in the hospital. The last time was the third or fourth time this year. I’ve lost track now. I just know that … Continue reading Angry and sad

Answers…

…except when I don’t want to listen to them. I’ve been praying about going back to work and what I should do about that for a few weeks now. When I first started praying about it, WHAM! I got pancreatitis. I ignored that as a possible answer and continued to pray and just accepted the … Continue reading Answers…

Job?

I’m meeting this morning with a “job coach.” I think normally she would help someone build a resume etc., except I’m all set with that kind of help. My resume is done. I wouldn’t normally be that confident, but my dad has been in Human Resources for something like fifty years now and he’s pretty … Continue reading Job?