I am trying to figure out what to do with my future since I obviously am not going to be going to graduate school.
I mean, at least not in the near future.
I guess that means I need to start working on looking for a job. I am terrified.
I don’t even know if I can work.
My track record says that I cannot.
My spirit says that I should try.
I don’t know.
I had a total squirrelly panic attack just looking at job boards tonight. Honestly. I freaked out.
All I’ve done for two decades is blow opportunities left and right.
It doesn’t really look so great on a resume.
Anyway, I guess it doesn’t have to be settled today. I just had to panic about it.
Stupid anxiety. Always getting me somehow.
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