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I did not do a good job of reigning in the hypomanic thing today.
Instead I got super drunk with my friend on tequila and got super sick.
Yay me.
I’m finally mostly sober and regretting this decision.
I got sick like four times and had to clean the bathroom once so that was fun.
Seriously. What was I thinking?
I haven’t done that in four years. I’m a total idiot.
I know I am stressed out about all of the food I’ve been eating and about being on vacation in general, but really. Come on. Make better choices.
At least the room stopped spinning.
I seriously cannot deal with that. It just makes me violently ill.
I have a book to read for a few hours to keep myself entertained. When I’m done with that I can go to sleep.
If I go to sleep now, even though I feel pretty well, I will probably wake up feeling bad and I don’t want that, so I would rather keep myself awake for a while.
I’m such an idiot. Granted, I stopped drinking hours ago, but that doesn’t mean anything. I drank way too much. Should have bought some Gatorade.
Duh.
Of course I didn’t plan on being this stupid.
Oh well. Such is life I guess. Live and learn. It will be at least another four years before I do this again. For real.
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Yep, live and learn! You won’t do it again in a hurry! 😀
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That’s for sure…
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