Feeling SUPER disgusting today.

This isn’t me, but it could be.

I am so heavy now and I’m so out of shape it’s not even a joke.

I spent most of the summer in bed and I didn’t really do anything so I don’t have the energy to do much now.

Going up and down the stairs at home is okay until about 6 p.m. when my legs and knees start to hurt so badly I can’t function.

I just can’t.

I can’t walk very far without my legs starting to hurt.

It is just pathetic.

I need to start exercising. I am afraid that once I start, my eating disorder is going to take a hold of me again though. I can feel it screaming in the back of my head like it wants to.

I’m just tired of hurting.


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