Steroids make me tired!

And grouchy. I just want to stay in my room and sleep. I prefer not to deal with people. I don’t mind the texts that come through periodically. It’s good to stay connected, but it is hard for me to engage in an actual conversation. I went to my cousin’s briefly to run an errand … Continue reading Steroids make me tired!

I guess I just needed to sleep!

I feel tons better this morning. I’m not sure what Friday night and yesterday were about, but this morning I just feel a little tired. Not like “I can’t move” tired. I’ll probably take it easy today, just in case, but I mean, I do feel so much better. I kind of want to put … Continue reading I guess I just needed to sleep!

Nightmares!!!

Trigger warning ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ Tonight I had a dream that I found someone else I know dead from suicide. I am thinking this is a PTSD thing. I can’t get back to sleep even though I am exhausted because I can’t get that image out of my head. It’s burned there … Continue reading Nightmares!!!

Moving slowly

My friend said that she noticed that I am moving and talking really slowly today. I thought that was strange, because all I feel is heavy and tired. I hadn’t noticed the “slow.” I assume it must be depression. I mean, after all it’s one of the questions on the phq-9 depression screening thingie. I … Continue reading Moving slowly