It’s morning…

I have bags under my eyes. It’s fantastic. I swear I got eight hours of sleep. I’m not sure why I’m so puffy this morning. I did have some pretty psychedelic dreams though. Whew! I don’t remember them very well, except that they were strange. It’s time for coffee for sure. Too bad the keurig …

Bang! Bang! Bang!

There is no refuge in my house from the sound of my stepdad working on the deck. It is so loud. I am getting another migraine and would really like to take a nap. No dice. I am getting frustrated. I know he loves his projects, so I’m trying to be supportive. I’m just tired …

Someone bring me coffee!

My Princess Leia mug is empty and I have no coffee. I’m so sad. Granted, she is mainly used for tea and I generally use different mugs for coffee, but the point remains. I need caffeine. My stepdad gets irritated when I mess with his coffee pot, mostly because I can never remember how much …

Migraine day…

There’s rain moving in and I have a wicked migraine happening. I am wiped out and feel lousy. I have had a headache on and off for a few days actually, but it wasn’t really a migraine. I think it was stress from being in the stupid hospital. Today however, I am pretty sure it’s …

Well, I slept like crap

I am so anxious about meeting with my dietican today. I am pretty sure my therapist and her have had some kind of conversation. Maybe not. I don’t freaking know. I gave them each others’ numbers and I’m almost certain they have releases for each other so… I just don’t know what kind of decision …

Oh my

I just keep messing with my phone this morning instead of doing something useful. I woke up at 4 a.m. from a dead sleep. I am trying to figure out what my day should look like. I desperately need to take a shower. That’s on the list. I also need to do some laundry and …

Questionable today…

I woke up tired. I hate that. I had dreams all night long because I’m really anxious about therapy today. Not only do I have to eat something triggering with her, I also have to talk to her about how I am afraid to call coaching now. I know one of her staff from a …

Trying to reign it in…

Still feeling a little hypomanic. It’s very hard to sit still and watch movies and try to relax. I am full of energy. I got maybe six hours of sleep, but I’m ready to party. I dunno what to do with myself. Life is complicated. I need to be careful because I have to drive …

I feel…

Kind of numb. I don’t know. I don’t think tonight is a great night. I forced dinner down my throat when I wasn’t even hungry because I don’t want my dietican to send me to the hospital. That was super hard. I feel sick. I took my meds early hoping I would go back to …

Gave up in the afternoon…

I had a good morning, but then it just kind of fell flat. I couldn’t think of anything to do and I didn’t want to clean. Honestly, I didn’t want to do anything this afternoon. I should have done something since it was a nice day. I just couldn’t make myself. So I slept for …