So overwhelmed

I have so many things to do and so many directions to go in, I am just simply overwhelmed.

I don’t know if I am coming or going.

I need to clean my room.

I am trying to help my friend who is being evicted.

I’m trying to stay social.

I am trying to be a good friend to other people.

I’m trying to be a good daughter.

I’m trying to stay true to me.

I’m not doing any of these things well.

I don’t know what to do.

I think I’m gonna have to bail on some things that I had planned at the end of this week and really disappoint some people. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t keep this up.

I am fried.

I keep crying every night. I don’t know how to make it stop.

I’m scared and I’m lost and I’m not sure what to do next.

I’m just existing. It’s terrifying.

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5 thoughts on “So overwhelmed

  1. I find the “want to,need to,HAVE to” method less overwhelming. There will always be a ton of stuff we want or need to do. Choosing what you HAVE to do due to necessity,timing,etc narrows it down. Sometimes just that clarity and accomplishment can lead to facing the need to list and getting to the want to list. Good luck.

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  2. I’m new to your blog but I came to the comments to say that I can sooo relate to the overwhelm. You aren’t alone 🙂 Sending you hugs

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