Why am I still awake?

Nope. Not manic. Yep. In stupid pain. I am pretty sure I’m going to end up back in the emergency room again. I’m so mad. I can’t even rest. If it’s not the pain, it’s the nausea, or it’s both. This is terrible. I am so afraid that if I go back to the er, … Continue reading Why am I still awake?

Pancreatitis sucks.

The end. No really. It does. I am still having bouts of pain that I can’t manage well. If we weren’t dealing with a really bad snow storm, I might even contemplate the emergency room. I cannot in good conscience however, ask my stepdad to drive me there and then potentially have to come get … Continue reading Pancreatitis sucks.


It’s hard to tell in this picture how hard it’s snowing. You’ll just have to trust me that it’s snowing pretty hard. We have a winter storm warning. Yay. I would be more excited about it if I didn’t have places to go tomorrow. I have therapy and, thankfully, a follow up appointment with my … Continue reading Snow!

Still here….

I’m still in the stupid hospital. I’m feeling… kinda a little bit better? I mean, I don’t feel better enough to go home. Just better enough to not hate my life. One of my oldest friends stopped by earlier today and I got to visit with her for a while. That was nice. I have … Continue reading Still here….

The 10th…

A favorite memory? I think, while again it is incredibly difficult to choose, I’ll try to pick just the one… I pick birthdays with my mom as a kid for my favorite “together time.” She made yummy snacks that most moms didn’t the patience for, and was into making everything a teachable moment. Really though, … Continue reading The 10th…

Big storms!

We had some nasty storms last night I guess. I didn’t notice them because I was in the hospital and my window looks out onto a courtyard thing, instead of fully outside. Thank goodness. I’m pretty scared of storms so I am not a fan. Anyway, a bunch of people I know lost power last … Continue reading Big storms!