Rough health day

I had one of those days where I just didn’t feel well. I was very nauseated all day even though I doubled the dose of my nausea meds, (safely). I had some twinges of pain in my side like I have when I get “warning shots” from my pancreas before it goes nuclear with pancreatitis … Continue reading Rough health day

Let’s talk about Naomi Judd for a second…

Trigger warning ⚠️ Suicide ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ Okay, for those of you who don’t know, Naomi Judd was a country music artist who was one half of the mother daughter duo known as “The Judds.” Wynonna Judd is the other half of that duo … Continue reading Let’s talk about Naomi Judd for a second…

Experiments with jello!

I tried to eat solid food for the first time since Wednesday morning. Oops!!!!! This particular experiment failed. I just cannot tolerate them as of yet. It’s going to be a problem down the road. I’m seriously frustrated with the word “diabetes” that keeps getting tossed around. Apparently, every time my pancreas acts up it … Continue reading Experiments with jello!

Attempt.

What you did Broke my heart Scattered it into A zillion shards And you think It’s all about you When you in Reality you blew Apart so many Lives in the Blink of an Eye and you Still can’t see What you’ve done To just me Let alone to Your friends who Would go to … Continue reading Attempt.

Nightmares!!!

Trigger warning ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ Tonight I had a dream that I found someone else I know dead from suicide. I am thinking this is a PTSD thing. I can’t get back to sleep even though I am exhausted because I can’t get that image out of my head. It’s burned there … Continue reading Nightmares!!!

I need to write this. Please don’t read this if you are triggered by discussions of suicide.

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ So my friend, who is one of the closest people to me in the world, attempted suicide last Tuesday. She overdosed on a lethal combination of meds, (which for safety reasons I will not lay out here). No one would have known she had done … Continue reading I need to write this. Please don’t read this if you are triggered by discussions of suicide.