Laundry day!

Woo-hoo! It’s my favorite day! Just kidding. I’m washing stuff so I can go up north this weekend to my cousin’s grandma’s 90th birthday party. Mostly, I’m going because my cousin’s husband is staying behind to take care of the puppy, (and I think he doesn’t want to go), and my cousin needs another adult … Continue reading Laundry day!


Trigger warning ⚠️ mentions suicide ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ Okay. So. I’m talking to my ex tonight, (something I do almost every single day because this person and I are still very close friends in spite of everything), and this person tells me that I “don’t know about being stressed.” EXCUSE ME?? Like quasi-living with an alleged cancer … Continue reading Stressed?

Broken system

The mental health system is seriously messed up. I know this is not news to anyone anywhere, but I just have to rant for a second. First, let me be clear and say that I am incredibly blessed to have a great psych provider, a great therapist, and parents who help me access a wonderful … Continue reading Broken system


I woke up today with a headache that I’m hoping is from the weather. We have sort of an unsettled weather pattern with storms last night and more storms forecasted for tonight. I had a lot of fun with my cousin and her girls at the fireworks last night though. They were really nice. It … Continue reading Funk.

Independence Day

This is generally my favorite holiday. It’s probably because I have so many fond memories attached to it and I mean, as messed up as things can get here, I love my country. At the same time, there is a lot of heartbreak associated with today as well. I don’t know. I’m just having a … Continue reading Independence Day


I was supposed to go see fireworks on Independence Day with my stepdad but it looks like it’s going to rain Monday night. The place we were going to go has a large festival for several days and they have fireworks tonight too, but they just had a rather significant disaster occur during their air … Continue reading Fireworks