More meds

I saw my psych prescriber this morning. We decided to increase the dose of the newer (to me) one. I really hope this helps knock me out at night. I’m over being awake for hours and staring at my phone. I’m over feeling restless and agitated. So… hopefully it helps. She’s worried about side effects, … Continue reading More meds

Waking up early

The early bird gets the worm? Not sure that applies here. I never need to set an alarm anymore because I’m always awake way before I need to get up. I guess in some ways, that’s a blessing because I have lots of time in the morning to mess around and do things before I … Continue reading Waking up early

Skin crawling

I am so restless. I have been for days really, but I haven’t had the energy to do anything about it really until today. So now, I’m feeling like my skin is crawling off and I can’t decide what to do. I should play with my art supplies and try to make something pretty, (or … Continue reading Skin crawling

I’m all over

I’m literally scattered all over the place. I’m sad and anxious. I really want to tell you about this cheap sundress I bought while I was on vacay because it’s cute and it was on sale and cheap. It’s perfect for when the weather gets hot. I am, as I previously posted, worried about this … Continue reading I’m all over

A lil reckless…

I don’t know. Just want to smoke a thousand cigarettes, (even though I quit forever ago). I want to go to a dive bar and get totally lit. I want to make bad decisions. Truth be told I’m being reckless in a way already, but that is really difficult to explain right now. I’m physically … Continue reading A lil reckless…

To the beach…

I got to the beach and there was this giant bulldozer leveling the sand at one end. It was not relaxing. I went to the other beach, but they have weird barriers up, (I think for snow), and it’s hard to get down to the water. I should have gone to the state park like … Continue reading To the beach…