Read your bottles!

For real. I totally screwed up my dose of my med because I didn’t read the bottle that I picked up from the pharmacy on Friday. I had been on 2mg, and she said she was going to double it to 4mg. I was like, okay. She made it sound like I should be able …

Groggy and headachy

I feel like I’m in a fog. I’m not certain I’m enjoying the bump in my meds. I couldn’t get to sleep again last night, I had to run to the bathroom like four or five times in the middle of the night after I ate, and after I finally fell asleep, I woke up …

Time keeps on slipping

So I took the new dose of the new(er) med. It’s almost 4am and I’m still awake. I’m tired, but not sleeping. My brain is buzzing. I’m also starving for some reason. Which sucks. That could be the med or it could be that I didn’t eat enough during the day. I thought I did, …

More meds

I saw my psych prescriber this morning. We decided to increase the dose of the newer (to me) one. I really hope this helps knock me out at night. I’m over being awake for hours and staring at my phone. I’m over feeling restless and agitated. So… hopefully it helps. She’s worried about side effects, …

Waking up early

The early bird gets the worm? Not sure that applies here. I never need to set an alarm anymore because I’m always awake way before I need to get up. I guess in some ways, that’s a blessing because I have lots of time in the morning to mess around and do things before I …

Skin crawling

I am so restless. I have been for days really, but I haven’t had the energy to do anything about it really until today. So now, I’m feeling like my skin is crawling off and I can’t decide what to do. I should play with my art supplies and try to make something pretty, (or …

I’m all over

I’m literally scattered all over the place. I’m sad and anxious. I really want to tell you about this cheap sundress I bought while I was on vacay because it’s cute and it was on sale and cheap. It’s perfect for when the weather gets hot. I am, as I previously posted, worried about this …

When restlessness strikes…

...I sit in the spinny chairs on my deck and listen to the wild turkeys gobbling in the woods. Seriously though, it’s going to rain soon and the wind is picking up so I can’t be out here much longer. I’m out of ideas for things to do. I kind of want to do something …

A lil reckless…

I don’t know. Just want to smoke a thousand cigarettes, (even though I quit forever ago). I want to go to a dive bar and get totally lit. I want to make bad decisions. Truth be told I’m being reckless in a way already, but that is really difficult to explain right now. I’m physically …

To the beach…

I got to the beach and there was this giant bulldozer leveling the sand at one end. It was not relaxing. I went to the other beach, but they have weird barriers up, (I think for snow), and it’s hard to get down to the water. I should have gone to the state park like …