Bad med review…

I had my med review this morning with my psych. I walked in and kind of accosted her about how much it sucked to have weekly pickups of one of my meds. I ineffectively tried to explain how this makes me feel. It’s stigmatizing and inconvenient and not helpful. I was angry and it came … Continue reading Bad med review…

Trying to juggle

I don’t look this cute doing it, I promise. I am trying to juggle a zillion things right now. I need to spend time with some friends. I need to help my cousin in any way that she will let me. I apparently have to have my room clean by Friday night to keep my … Continue reading Trying to juggle

So sad.

That’s my aunt holding her youngest granddaughter when she was born. I am devastated by her loss, and the loss of her son. I can’t even begin to fathom what my cousin is going through. She says she is “really sad.” That’s saying a lot for my cousin who doesn’t really express emotion much. I … Continue reading So sad.

Nightmares!!!

Trigger warning ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ Tonight I had a dream that I found someone else I know dead from suicide. I am thinking this is a PTSD thing. I can’t get back to sleep even though I am exhausted because I can’t get that image out of my head. It’s burned there … Continue reading Nightmares!!!

I need to write this. Please don’t read this if you are triggered by discussions of suicide.

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ So my friend, who is one of the closest people to me in the world, attempted suicide last Tuesday. She overdosed on a lethal combination of meds, (which for safety reasons I will not lay out here). No one would have known she had done … Continue reading I need to write this. Please don’t read this if you are triggered by discussions of suicide.

Rivalry Day!

It’s the Michigan State vs. University of Michigan football game day! I have a hard time watching this game because I tend to freak out. I want Michigan State to win so badly. Both teams are ranked in the top ten and so it’s a really big game. We’ll see how I do. I have … Continue reading Rivalry Day!