New doctor!!

Trigger warning ⚠️ eating disorder ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I really love my new primary care doctor. She was so nice! Like awesome. I am a huge fan. That went really well and she listened to me and told me to put my scale away etc. It was good. I am happy with her. I had to get … Continue reading New doctor!!

Well, I slept like crap

I am so anxious about meeting with my dietican today. I am pretty sure my therapist and her have had some kind of conversation. Maybe not. I don’t freaking know. I gave them each others’ numbers and I’m almost certain they have releases for each other so… I just don’t know what kind of decision … Continue reading Well, I slept like crap

Scored a nap

Still feel like I got ran over by a truck. I don’t know what it’s going to take for me to feel better. I’m just toast. Depression is a problem for sure. I wish I could just “get over it” or whatever. I am not feeling super up to anything at the moment. It’s a … Continue reading Scored a nap

Day 84

It's another car maintenance day. I got my tires rotated this morning, so my car is like a brand new vehicle! (Or as new as a 20 year old car can feel). I'm pretty boring otherwise. I have been pretty good about keeping up with my laundry and cleaning, although my space is still looking … Continue reading Day 84

Day 53

...that pretty much sums it up, although she said she was thinking about permitting gatherings of less than ten by the end of the month, so there's hope. I am staring down the kitchen still, (I did get the sink cleaned out and the dishwasher emptied out), and I still have to get into the … Continue reading Day 53