I am tired and worn out again and I am so grateful to be back in my bed. Seriously. I love sleep. It’s funny because at different times in my life, I’ve hated sleep, or rather, the necessity of it. Now I am so happy to get rest, and enough of it, it’s almost silly. … Continue reading I like sleep.
I’m usually super responsible. As in, I make appointments and things and I never miss them. Not today. I couldn’t do it. I woke up at eight and I was so tired and my head hurt again and I just didn’t want to deal with the day. I didn’t go to my ultrasound, (now I … Continue reading I couldn’t do it
I got two loads of laundry done. They don’t look like the above picture, however. At least I have some clean clothes for the next two days. I can get the rest of it done sometime this weekend I guess. Along with the trash and organizing things… I have so much to do. I just … Continue reading Welp, two loads done…
I am frozen with anxiety and exhaustion. I couldn’t sleep last night so I was awake until four in the morning. I am trying to boost myself with caffeine so that I can get motivated to get some laundry and cleaning done, but I’ll be happy with myself if I just get a couple of … Continue reading Not doing anything
I am kind of in an in-between place. My life is okay. I mean, it’s not great as of now, but it has the potential to be. It’s not terrible, but it has the potential to be. The terrible though, I mean, it’s not up to me. It’s all in other people’s hands. It’s very … Continue reading Trying to stay positive…
I volunteered today for an entire shift. That’s pretty good for me because I usually don’t make it longer than three hours. I just want to help out where I can. I added some serious caffeine to my day today and that seemed to help me focus. I am tired, but I am at my … Continue reading Survived volunteering!
I have so many things to do this week! I am volunteering again today. I am not thrilled about it, but I keep saying I’ll be there. I am trying to make myself stay motivated. It’s okay. It’s good for me. I need to be responsible. I am running a couple of errands today. It’s … Continue reading My week is full!
I literally did nothing yesterday when I got home. I needed to do nothing. I had a wicked headache (again!!) and I just needed to chill and watch tv and turn my brain off. It was lovely. I went to sleep relatively early and I slept pretty well. I didn’t feel guilty at all yesterday … Continue reading I needed yesterday…
I am not handling things well. I need the pressure to let off. I am way over scheduled and way under rested. I am tired. People keep asking me to do things and they are filling up my time so I am not getting my stuff done. Im just frustrated. I keep getting the same … Continue reading Feeling under pressure
I am not good at saying no. I need to so that I can be sane. There are so many people that want my time. I am not good at saying no to them. I need to come up with a better way to do that. I really would rather hang out for a while … Continue reading Sigh. I need boundaries.