I am currently visiting a friend for the weekend, (and that's where I got snowed in). We tried to shovel the end of her driveway, but it was similar to concrete. Thankfully, we have friends who are young men in their 20's, (they are a couple so don't go thinking anything untoward), and they are … Continue reading Rescue!


It's been snowing for three days. I have cabin fever in a bad way. I can't get my car out from where it is right now so it's just stuck, and I am flat out miserable. I should probably be working on the stuff for graduate school today, but I'm feeling very distracted by the … Continue reading Cabin


It's a lazy Wednesday. I have gotten out of bed a few times today. Mostly to grab a smoke and eat breakfast, but I mean, I did get out. I really like the warm toasty bed though. I won't lie. It's my happy place. I have this awesome big blue fuzzy blanket and it's my … Continue reading Bed


I had lunch today with my oldest friend. We had one of those conversations that covered every topic and seemed to last forever and take no time at all. We talked about a lot of things: her kids, her family, my other friends, my family, our heads, the usual things. She helped me figure out … Continue reading Conversations


While I'm excited about grad school, I'm now feeling like a deer in headlights. I don't even know what to do with myself. I have to do this online orientation thing and I'm just... frozen. I don't know if I'm scared, if I'm overwhelmed or if I'm just an idiot. I just know I need … Continue reading Frozen


I am currently celebrating my acceptance to graduate school! Yay! I can't believe it! It's been a total roller coaster of a day. My medication review went okay, even though I was in tears through the majority of it, I survived and my prescriber was very sweet. I helped a friend move a piece of … Continue reading Accepted!!!!


I'm seriously worried I'm going to miss something in my med review today. I know I want to ask her to increase my antidepressant and tell her about my unrelenting anxiety, I just don't know what else I need to tell her. My case manager is usually there to fill in the gaps and cover … Continue reading What?


I have a med review today and I'm always anxious about those. I hate the place I have to go to for them because I've had some really bad experiences there and even though my current prescriber is very nice, I just don't feel emotionally "safe" there. My case manager usually goes with me to … Continue reading Solo

Ice 🧊

They are predicting a rather significant ice storm for this weekend. I get anxious about weather events. I have since I was a little kid. I have several weather apps and alerts set up, so when the Winter Storm Watch alert came across this morning, my phone lit up like a Christmas tree. I don't … Continue reading Ice 🧊


I have no idea what I did to my back, but I was laid out yesterday all day. I am trying to accomplish things this week and get things done for my homework for therapy and case management, but I'm in so much pain I was in tears yesterday. I decided to go to the … Continue reading Ache!