Got some sleep anyhow

Granted, I had whackadoodle dreams all night long, but I got some sleep. I am glad, because I have a lot to do today. I promised friends I would spend time with them today. I’m at once looking forward to that, and at the same time, thinking camping in my bed all day sounds awesome. …

And they’re red!

Does it look like a six year old painted them? I’m pretty sure it does. Ha ha. I decided to paint my nails in a desperate bid for self care, and in the spirit of Halloween, I chose bright red (the bottle in the pic is top coat). It’s like the hardest color for me …

And… hit my wall

I’m so tired. Not sleepy tired, just bone tired. Pretty sure it is from the prednisone. I feel exhausted. I don’t think I’m making it to anything else today. Mom wants me to go to the store, but we agreed I could go in the morning. I don’t think I can go right now. I …

Full of possibilities…

I went to breakfast with a friend this morning and she is sleeping right now like I should be. I am toast from the steroids they have me on from this allergic reaction, or from the reaction itself, not sure which. Anyway, I can’t sleep so I’m kind of planning out my day. Another friend …

Back to reality today

It was a nice day and a half, but I have to go back home today. I emailed some people at my school. We’ll see what kind of reaction I get. I told them there was a medical emergency. It isn’t like that isn’t true. I am freaking out. I have decided I have to …

Depression and it’s many evils

Okay. Those of you who may have been following me for the long haul may remember when I painted my nails on a regular basis. If you don’t, that’s okay. To catch you up, I used you paint my nails every couple of weeks because it made me happy. I’m lucky to get in the …

Good med review

It went well. She listened and made me laugh even. We decided not to change any meds right now and to check back in in six weeks. So I mean, that’s a good thing. We talked about my anxiety, and she toyed with the idea of messing with my meds to address it, but since …

I made it through the day

It wasn’t my best day, but it wasn’t my worst. I’m definitely struggling. I’m having a hard time with this week’s project for school because it’s very triggering. I don’t have to get it done this weekend, so I am thinking I am going to walk away from it for a couple of days and …

Writing and laundry…

I wish my clean laundry looked like that… It’s currently in a pile in front of the washer. It’s clean, though. I mean, at least the stuff I washed is. I need to wash more things, but until I start putting things away, there’s no more room to put the clean laundry. Sigh. I also …

So I went…

…and the person that I was kind of freaked out about seeing at the meeting was there. It was good though. I got a chance to apologize. I needed to. It was just the right thing to do. So yeah. I don’t know if I’m going to go to them a lot, just because, as …