So weak!

I feel like a little fawn who is just starting to learn to stand up. My legs are so shaky. I was in that hospital bed for like nine days and didn’t move for another two when I got home because I just slept. I am trying to go downstairs to the kitchen more to …

I look crazy…

My ct scan came back normal. I am apparently not sick. Or I am, but my body doesn’t want to cooperate right now. I don’t know. Either way, I look crazy. I hate that word but I’m sure someone is applying it to me right now. I hate this. I was convinced they would find …

Waiting at the salon…

I had to wait at the salon for my friend who does my hair. She had some issues with her kid which is totally understandable so I was happy to wait. I got my hair trimmed and it’s a little shorter than I thought it would be, but still very long. I am happy with …

Okay, so call me weird

I’m actually looking forward to my very busy day. I know that vacuuming the church is an act of service that I’m blessed to be healthy enough to be able to complete. I wasn’t last week. Thank God I am this week. I am so excited to see my friend for lunch. Then I have …

Having a blast!

I’m locked up here again in this hospital- you guessed it: pancreatitis. I’m starting to feel like Rapunzel and her life with the witch in the tall lonely tower. I have been in and out if this hospital more times than I can count this fall. It’s absolutely ridiculous! Anyway, they want me to drink …

Good morning campers!

Yes, I have circles under my eyes. It’s because I slept like crap. Still, I’m in a pretty good mood thanks to the magic of coffee. I have to get on the road in a few hours and head to the doctor. Wee! I really hope he has some decent news or ideas for me …

Got some stuff done…

I took a bunch of trash out of my room and bathroom today, (not sure where it all came from!). I also got a couple of loads of laundry done. I played a trivia game online for a while and caught up with some friends. I think I did a pretty good job! I am …

It’s a new day!

Hopefully, my dad is safely on his way back to Georgia, and I am committed to being back on my healthy routine. I can tell that I kind of fell off the wagon for the last few days because my side hurts and I don’t want that to get any worse. I really don’t have …

Kinda feeling nervous

I met with my therapist today and I am not sure how it went. I talked to her about how things were better since the last med adjustment and how I was able to set a boundary with my friend. We both agreed that those were positives. We also talked about the holidays and how …

Setting boundaries can be difficult!

I had to set a boundary with a close friend today. I felt so yucky doing it. It’s not comfortable for me to say “no” to things. I’m trying to get better about it. I am trying to get healthy from this sinus/cough thing and it’s not really awesome for me to be out and …