My parents have been gone for a week and it’s usually hard for me to keep the house clean. Thankfully, this time I managed to not create a disaster so I was able to just do a few things and return the house back to normal. That’s good, because I am tired. I don’t know … Continue reading Whew! I kept it clean!
I’ve been pretty lazy today. I went to breakfast with a friend I haven’t seen in a long time. I watched the 1982 version of Annie, (which is pretty much my favorite movie to this day). I visited my cousin and her girls. I watched a Clint Eastwood flick. Now I’m watching Mean Girls. It … Continue reading Saturday Movies…
My parents are on vacation for my stepdad’s birthday. My mom, as usual, was very sick and anxious before they left, and my stepdad almost canceled the trip. Mom called me last night, now that they’ve made the first leg of their journey, and was sick and anxious again. She didn’t think she could go … Continue reading Sad for people…
And yes, I also have a tank top on under the black thing, it’s just kind of below the cross. Anyway, I hope braids are okay. I had to go to the podiatrist yesterday and he wrapped my foot and I can’t get it wet, so I couldn’t wash my hair this morning…(I did manage … Continue reading I hope this is professional enough…
No joke. I’m so glad I turned my computer on early. I don’t know if it’s going to be done in time for my interview though. I panicked, yes, but I thought it through and found my old crusty gateway laptop, (it’s like ten years old, but it has WiFi and a camera), and that … Continue reading Seriously? On interview day???
I have this graduate school interview tomorrow and the outcome of it will decide how my fall goes. I am supposed to find out in 1-2 weeks whether I am accepted or not, so I’m grateful that I am not going to be in limbo for a long time. It does sort of determine what … Continue reading Tomorrow decides my fall
I have an interview for graduate school on Tuesday. I’m trying to be calm about it. I am mostly prepared I think. I mean, I hope I understand what they want from me. I don’t really know what to expect, but at the same time, I think I have a general idea. I just want … Continue reading Trying to stay calm
Okay. So the side effects of this new antidepressant are not so much fun. I feel like I’m starving all of the time. Like literally all I want to do is eat. I am not a fan. Hopefully, that goes away soon, otherwise I’m going to have to stock my fridge with celery sticks. Seriously … Continue reading Ugh to side effects!
My psych added a new antidepressant to my cocktail of meds yesterday. I am hopeful that the med will help lift me up out of the constant state of low level depression I seem to be in. It’s kind of like I’m under water but I can see the surface and just can’t break through. … Continue reading New meds and trying
I see both my psych and my therapist today. I am kind of in an in-between place. I think my meds are more or less okay. I mean, could they be better? Maybe. I don’t really know. I am always just kind of depressed. I wish I could just not be there. I wish I … Continue reading Mental health appointments!