Is it or isn’t it?

I’m trying to decide if this pain in my side is just me being ridiculous, or if it’s my pancreas acting up again.

I hate this.

I literally live in fear of my own body.

Thankfully, my pancreatic specialist put in a standing order for a lab so I can get that enzyme checked when I feel like I need to. I might do that today out of an abundance of caution.

I don’t really think I can handle any more time in the hospital, but it is what it is I guess.

I didn’t sleep at all last night so I’m sure that didn’t help. I was going to, but then it got to be three am, and I knew I had to be up super early to go to the grocery store.

So… I’ll sleep today. It will be fine. I was only going to clean today anyway. I can still do that when I wake up.

I just am not feeling the best and it’s hard to tell whether it’s lack of sleep or my pancreas.

Ergh.

I do not like this. It makes anxiety skyrocket.

I guess I’ll find out in due time.

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