Not quite what I had imagined for myself…

Here’s me with my feeding tube.

How fun is that?!

Spoiler alert: it’s not.

It is feeding me without me getting terribly sick though and so for that I don’t mind. I really don’t care. It’s fine.

I can’t stay like this forever I guess, but I mean, if it keeps the pain away… I’m willing to stay like this for a while.

So yeah.

Good times.

I don’t want to hurt. I don’t want to live on pain meds until I am an addict. I don’t want to live on nausea meds either.

So we’ll see.

I pray this is an answer.

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