My ct scan came back normal.
I am apparently not sick.
Or I am, but my body doesn’t want to cooperate right now.
I don’t know.
Either way, I look crazy.
I hate that word but I’m sure someone is applying it to me right now.
I hate this.
I was convinced they would find something this time because I feel so bad.
Maybe I am making it up in my head. Is that possible? I don’t think I am… please God don’t let that be true… but I also don’t think that I am healthy.