I had a lot of appointments on Wednesday, but I cancelled all of them.
I got home from the hospital today, but I’m still in pain and not feeling the best from the pancreatitis so I don’t want to have to drive anywhere.
I might be on my feet enough to see my therapist in person by Friday, but I always have the option to see her virtually if I need to.
My parents had pizza tonight and it was so hard not to eat a breadstick or something, but I knew it would make me violently ill. I ate vegetarian vegetable soup instead.
I am really trying.
I don’t want to be sick.
My mood has been pretty okay throughout most of this though, and for that I am very grateful. I am getting better at accepting that this is just a part of my life now.
I don’t have to like it, I just have to accept it.
My arms are destroyed from the multiple iv sites and blood draws and tape marks. I need to find some cream to put on them.
Outside of that, I’ll be okay.
Just need to lie low for a bit for a while.
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